What is wrong with me

Ok, I know this doesn't make me a totally bad mom but I can't help but feel bad. So I went to the grocery store yesterday and I brought Addison with me. I have been trying to keep her away from situations that could possible make her sick, more so than usual because of her recent surgery. So of course we get to the grocery store and I realize I don't have her cart cover so I figure I can just clean off the rails with those wipes they have in the front of the store (of course I didn't have my regular diaper bag with my wipes in it). They are all out of wipes for that and I was just trying to get in and out of the store fast. So I put her in the cart and started pushed her around and I kept touching the cart thinking, this feels so yucky but I am sure it is all in my head. After pushing for awhile, I took my hand off the cart and my hand was all sticky and gross. I freaked out and went up to the Starbucks at the front of the store and got as many napkins as I could get and just layered the cart with them. So far nothing has happened to Addison and let's hope it doesn't (especially since we have her baptism this weekend). But the moral of the story is don't forget your cart covers ladies, or at least your wipes.

But as you can see, the stickiness didn't bother Addison at all.